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Come to the Edge and Soar

Mark 1: 1-3,9-11; 16: 1-8; Acts 10: 17 - 29

 

Christian Reger survived four years of Dachau Concentration camp in Germany during the 2nd World War. Reger was not a Jew he was a German. His crime was that he was a minister of the Confessing Church led by Martin Niemoller and Dietrich Bonheoffer. The Confessing Church stood against the Nazis. Reger’s organist had betrayed him.

In prison he faced torture, starvation, the death ovens and awful cruelty done to others. Some Christians lost their faith. Reger nearly did. He said he had abandoned all hope in a living God in his first month in Dachau. It was not that he was ready to deny his Lord. With the cruelty and suffering all around him the odds against God's existence seemed too great, but God never gave up on Reger. 

The authorities allowed a prisoner only one letter a month from home and then only after careful censorship. Exactly one month to the day of his incarceration, Christian Reger received his first letter from his wife. She mentioned news of the family and friends and assured him of her love. At the bottom of the letter, she penned a Bible passage Acts 4: 26-29. Reger had smuggled a Bible into the camp and was able to look up the reference. It comes from a speech delivered by Peter and John after their release from prison.

26 The kings of the earth took their stand, and the rulers have gathered together against the Lord and against his Messiah.' 27 For in this city, in fact, both Herod and Pontius Pilate, with the Gentiles and the peoples of Israel, gathered together against your holy servant Jesus, whom you anointed, 28 to do whatever your hand and your plan had predestined to take place. 29 And now, Lord, look at their threats, and grant to your servants to speak your word with all boldness.

He appreciated his wife's concern but he was preoccupied with what lay ahead. He was to be interrogated by the SS that afternoon. He would be asked to name other Christians in the Confessing Church. If he did, they would be arrested and possibly be killed. If he refused, the soldiers would probably beat him with clubs or torture him with electricity.

Reger waited nervously outside the interrogation room. A door opened and a fellow minister whom Reger had never met came out. Without saying a word or changing the expression of his face, the minister walked up to Reger, slipped something into his coat pocket, and then walked away. Seconds latter SS guards appeared and ordered Reger into the room for the interrogation.

The interrogation went much better than Christian Reger expected. He was sweating despite the cold when he arrived back at his barracks. He crawled into his bunk to rest. Remembering the strange encounter with the other minister, he reached into his pocket and pulled out a matchbox. When he opened the box he found a folded slip of paper. He opened the paper and read Acts 4:26-29. The exact same verse he had read in his wife's note. His heart pounded hard against his chest. The God he had given up on had worked a miracle.

For the next four years Reger encouraged other Christians, formed an ecumenical church made up of Catholics and Protestants. In the presence of unmitigated human brutality, they bore witness to the power of God to forgive.

After the war Reger became a chaplain at Dachau with a mission to tell the world that God’s love is deeper than the depth of human depravity. [Philip Yancey]

Pastor Reger must have lived with much apprehension in those months prior to his imprisonment, and great anxiety when imprisoned, and daily he would have felt the welling of fear within him.

I tell the story to remind us that the Christian life is not free of apprehension, anxiety or fear.  Apprehension comes to the surface when we are faced with the unexpected and unknown. Not surprisingly the first Christians were no strangers to anxiety and fear. Did you hear the Gospel according to Mark today? Mark ends with the male and even the female disciples running away in fear. It is a strange ending, so different from the other Gospels that end with triumph and joy. No wonder scribes added a more positive ending later to Mark. But let us remember that John tells us that the disciples met behind a “shut door” for fear [Jn 20:19] and Luke tells us that they were frightened [Lk 24:37]. Why did Mark end his Gospel like this?

Francis J Maloney provides a thoughtful explanation.  The Gospel of Mark was written sometime around Emperor Nero’s brutal persecution of Christians in Rome circa 65 AD and the destruction of Jerusalem in 70 AD.  These were deeply troubling times for Christians. We can conclude that the Gospel was written in a time when the Christians were under threat. Mark wrote for apprehensive, frightened and fleeing Christians of all times. Mark is at pains to emphasise that from the beginning the success of the church was not dependent upon brave, enterprising Christians, but the actions of God. Mark wants us to understand that God will overcome all imaginable human failure.

How unsettling it must have been for Peter having a well earned rest in Joppa to be disturbed by a troubling dream, and then Peter must go to a Gentile’s home.  Try and imagine the scene. Peter is a Jew who had accepted Jesus as the Christ. Jews did not by law eat certain foods or fraternise with Gentile in their homes. It was forbidden. Now God is calling him to do that.  Can you imagine his apprehension?

He arrives at Cornelius’ house not as a superior spiritual person, but as someone feeling his way. And there he finds that God has spoken as clearly to this Gentile as God has spoken to him, a leading disciple of Jesus.

There is no spiritual superiority for Peter. By the way Peter’s anxiety doesn’t stop at the door of Cornelius’ home. Inside the house his preaching is interrupted by God the Spirit [Acts 10:44f]. The Spirit comes to these Gentiles in the exact same way as the Spirit came to the disciples.

I tell these stories because we are entering a time of unsettledness. Like you I have a measure of apprehension about the Week of Renewal.  Yes I do.  My feelings go up and down. When I am tired and down I feel it could be just a silly idea and a failure. Then God affirms me in little things. God encourages me with your support, your own faithfulness and desire to continue to develop your relationship with God. There are conversations taking place that we have not had before. That is good. Yes, others are distancing themselves, and others querying the reason for this “one sided focus”.  I am confident that God will bless us as God is already doing. The faith-sharing workshop seems to be a blessing to all – at least many of us are blessed. 

You know my apprehension doesn’t stop when I feel confident. Then I think if God really bursts into our lives things will be turned upside down. That means I will have to respond appropriately. I will have to rise to the occasion. It would be lie to say I am calm and confident. I do have some apprehension. Nevertheless I step forward in faith knowing this is Gods will for us.

As I reflect on the Church’s history I am reminded again and again that the safety of the Church, its renewal and growth are a product of God’s activity with our faithful partnership. I am reminded again and again it is God who initiates and supports our faithfulness.  I am reminded that our faithfulness is only a product of God’s faith in us and God the Holy Spirit’s work in us.

Our stories remind us that with God we can face the unknown. With God our anxieties are lessened and our fears controlled. Pastor Reger encouraged by a gift of Scripture enters the interrogation. And returning from the interrogation and opening that matchbox discovered that the Word of God has become a word from God to him.  So Pastor Reger organises a church in Dachau. Peter faces the unknown in faith trusting God. But he doesn’t escape the continued pressure from his Jerusalem Christians who want to know why he went to a gentile’s house, until they understood that this is God’s will. Mark wrote to an apprehensive fragile community about the unknown as the Roman Empire flexed its muscles crushing Israel and persecuting Christians. Mark wanted them to know that God who had secured the Church’s life and would continue to do so.

I am reminded that we are like the chicks of a mother eagle. The mother eagle knew her chicks were ready to fly. “The time has come,” she said, “you must learn to fly.”

But how? Replied the young eagles, with a measure of uneasiness in their voices.

“You must go to the edge of the cliff, and throw yourself forward into the wind,” said the eagle.

With anxious eyes the young eagles made their way to the edge of cliff high above the valley below, and … quickly scrambled back to the safety of the nest.

The next day the mother eagle said again that the time had come to fly.

It’s far too high, said one.

We might fall, said another.

I’m frightened, said the third.

The mother eagle was insistent. “Come to the edge, come to the edge,” she repeated. “Come to the edge, don’t be frightened.”

Gradually they made their way with anxious eyes they looked over the edge, and they wavered.

The mother eagle gently nudged them one by one over the edge, and they spread their wings and the wind lifted them and they flew, then they soared on the wind. [Stories for Sharing p. 10]

Our Week of Renewal is calling us to an edge in our faith journey. Naturally we are apprehensive. Indeed to examine our relationship with anyone, let alone God, is threatening.

Will we scramble back to the safety of the nest – the things we are familiar with, or will we soar with the wind of God?

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Peter C Whitaker, BUC:  20/04/2008 

 

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